Dear Me,

What if someday God told you that you could flip over the time once?

Where will you go?

Which regret will you fix?

If only i could write a letter to a 17 years old me,

First i'd like to tell you, don't be too harsh on mom.

She's right, your ex is totally a jerk. 

No matter how much you've fell for him, he will ended up cheating on you.

Second, you have to know, it's okay to slowed down and taking a step back.

You don't have to carry all of this family up on your shoulder.

You are just a kid.

You are just a sister.

It is okay to go travelling instead of paying for the bills if you wanted to.

It is okay to think of you sometimes, instead of anyone else,

So that someday you will not regret your youth.

Third, i'm sorry you can't be a surgeon.

I'm sorry we can't afford it.

You may not understand now, but you will find out later

that hugging your three kids is way more mesmerizing than holding a scalpel.

Then i'm going to tell you i'm sorry.

Sorry because you feeling alone 

Sorry because you have to fake your smile all the time.

Sorry because you think you have to prove yourself hard to get loved.

Sorry for the love you find it hard to get even from me, myself.

Last i'll tell you don't you worry with your future.

marriage is not that bad tho.

Your spouse wonderful and you'll have a heartwarming family.

Get up!

Chin up!
You are loved :)